I know it has been a long while since this darn blog of mine has been updated by me!! loL~
It’s been really hard trying to update my blog cos’ I feel un-inspired and so-very-shagged!
Outfield for training has been really draining most of my energy and always making me feel lethargic that by the time I reached home, all I wanna do is rest, slack, and put my mind to rest.
With that, i kinda “dissapeared” from my blog.
This is a so-called “re-entry” for what i tried to start a few weeks back but was too tired to do it. Honestly, time has fly by so much, that i’m starting to feel that i’m not accomplishing anything positive this whole time in NS. Life’s so stagnant besides the once-a-week clubbing which is so happening, other than that it’s either resting at home or go out visit granny. Oh, with swine flu going around, it makes me ponder on how it’ll affect the surrounding cos, pretty much it’s that time of the year where people tend to fall sick.
My health has not been that great either. Been having dry cough, a slight flu since 5 days ago.
Makes me feel low and depressed.
While in camp, i wrote and reflected on life til now. It daunt on me that life isn’t always great and goes the way you want it to go. There will definitely be obstacle(s) to overcome along the way. To be where and who I am now, realising that being force to grow and mature fast,with a pile of responsibilities dumped on me, i have to stay strong and just be determined and work/fight for the best for my life. Well, with that noted,I am trying my best to keep my sanity and remain focused on what i have to do.
To be in PLC (Pasir Laba Camp) has it’s. ups and downs. Tough training aside, the people are just fantastic; With a few guys i’m pretty close with. It’s so much better than BMT for me. Though, with such good memeries etched in my mind, BSLC is coming to an end in 2 weeks!! It feels like its just ending when i’m beginning enjoying myself. Sigh.
I’m missing so many people right now!! =(
The CBTL (Sunplaza) gang are having aBBQ gathering at Sembawang Park ( I think ) on the 9th of May. I do hope I am able to join them!! Dear god, please garnt me my wish and let me be with them even if its for the last time!!
With that, i’m leaving here and will update again!
